Hope its just a dream

There are somedays, when I wake up and just hope that my dream was actually a reality. But today, I just realised that there would also be days, when I would wake up and hope that everything was just a dream. These are times when you quesion the laws of life and realize how wierd the system is. I have never felt this way before, I have never thought in these terms, I never expected such things. I can see images from the past flashing across my eyes and each time a drop rolls out of my eyes. I dont understand this life. Why would one come from no where and befriend a group of 30 odd people, make us smile and laugh, make us feel that life cannot get better than this and then suddenly leave us all. I have lost a friend, an eternal buddy. Thaya, We miss you.